Do I Stay Christian? The Hypocrisy...

In my experience, hypocrisy is one of the leading reasons people give for why they aren’t interested in practicing religion.  The people who seem to be the most devoted don’t actually practice what they preach, and statistically, religious people aren’t all that “better” than non-religious folk.  On the one hand, the hypocrisy is certainly evidence.  On the other hand, perhaps it speaks to an even deeper, more troubling issue: given the history of the Church, does Christianity really have the power to transform people into more mature, humane human beings?  Did Jesus ever encounter anything like this?  If so, how did he respond?

     Thomas Auld was a slave owner.  One of his slaves was none other than Frederick Douglass, who recalled the time early in his life when, at a Methodist evangelistic camp meeting in 1832, his Master experienced a Christian conversion.  Douglass had hoped that the conversion would “make him more kind and humane.”  Instead, Douglass writes:

“If it had any effect on his character, it made him more cruel and hateful in all his ways.” Auld was ostentatious about his piety—praying “morning, noon, and night,” participating in revivals, and opening his home to traveling preachers—but he used his faith as license to inflict pain and suffering upon his slaves. “I have seen him tie up a lame young woman, and whip her with a heavy cowskin upon her naked shoulders, causing the warm red blood to drip; and, in justification of the bloody deed, he would quote this passage of Scripture — ‘He that knoweth his master’s will, and doeth it not, shall be beaten with many stripes.’” – Brian McLaren, Do I Stay Christian? 75

     How is it that a person can experience conversion to Christianity and become even worse than before, even justifying increased cruelty?  What exactly did he convert to?  Of course, regarding slavery and race, Christians have not spoken with one voice.  The Deep South – still today the most religiously active part of our country – when post-Civil War Reconstruction ended, nearly all momentary advances for equality were retracted, and were replaced by Jim Crow laws that treated African Americans as anything but equals. In the earlier 1900’s political Progressives weren’t really interested in humane advances that went beyond their particular race.  Women and children were given protection not because they were seen as equals, but rather because they were seen as weaker in every regard from men.  Child labor laws were enacted, as well as the 8-hour workday for women, in part because Christian pastors and theologians spoke into it.  In time, however, as political conservatism joined religious conservatism – largely using fear of socialism gone awry witnessed in WWI – the church went largely silent. The Civil Rights movement, while it eventually garnered support from more mainline Christian traditions, were vehemently opposed in Southern Baptist and other Evangelical churches in the South.

     McLaren wonders how an alien might interpret the data regarding the effectiveness of Christianity where it is practiced most ardently.  What should we expect in terms of overall community wellbeing where Christianity is in the air with a church on every corner?  The five most religious states in the United States – Alabama, Mississippi, Tennessee, Louisiana, and Arkansas – rank among the lowest in terms of longevity of life, education, happiness, median household income, and among the highest in teen pregnancies (McLaren, 79):

     Today, Christianity is more identified with being opposed more than being “for”.  Anti-abortion.  Anti-LGBTQ. Anti-Racial Equality. Anti-Environmental Protections. Anti-Women. Anti-Immigrants. The list goes on and on.  If you have not been frustrated by such realities, I bet you know someone who has.  No wonder people are not just leaving their churches – they are leaving the faith.  They likely agree with Mahatma Gandhi: “I like your Christ. I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ... Jesus is ideal and wonderful, but you Christians – you are not like him... Live like Jesus did and the world will listen.”

     If you are frustrated by the hypocrisy of so many self-proclaimed Christians in the past and present, I’ve got bad news for you.  More hypocrites are born every second of every day – you will be frustrated on this note for the rest of your life.  And, even worse, at some point you may even realize (because someone brought it to your attention) that you are a hypocrite in someone else’s eyes.  Gulp!  We are human beings.  Every organization of human beings acts like human beings.  It sucks.  You are in good company in your frustration, however.  Jesus himself was disgusted with the hypocrisy he saw in the Jewish leadership of his day.  The entirety of Matthew 23 is one long rant where Jesus probably crossed over the “appropriate” line, calling out the corruption he saw that was not aligned with the Abba he knew God to be.  Within 38 verse chapter, he called these leaders hypocrites six times, offering support for his accusation at every turn.  The problem of hypocrisy existed before Jesus’ day, in Jesus’ day, all the way to today, and will continue through every tomorrow.  Jesus knew about it, did not ignore it, and called it out. If you’ve been frustrated with hypocrisy and untransformed devotees of Christianity, you are in good company indeed.

     In one particular setting when a large crowd was following him, Jesus took a preemptive approach to limit potential hypocrites (Luke 14:25-33 NLT):

     “If you want to be my disciple, you must, by comparison, hate everyone else—your father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters—yes, even your own life. Otherwise, you cannot be my disciple. And if you do not carry your own cross and follow me, you cannot be my disciple.

     “But don’t begin until you count the cost. For who would begin construction of a building without first calculating the cost to see if there is enough money to finish it? Otherwise, you might complete only the foundation before running out of money, and then everyone would laugh at you. They would say, ‘There’s the person who started that building and couldn’t afford to finish it!’

     “Or what king would go to war against another king without first sitting down with his counselors to discuss whether his army of 10,000 could defeat the 20,000 soldiers marching against him? And if he can’t, he will send a delegation to discuss terms of peace while the enemy is still far away. So you cannot become my disciple without giving up everything you own.

     In light of Jesus’ demand, who among us would claim to be a disciple?  If you are like me, you recognize that you have missed the mark and are as susceptible to hypocrisy as anybody else.  Jesus was likely using hyperbole here, yet his words are still startling, and bring us into clarifying sobriety.  Statements like this move me to ask serious questions about my life, my values, my goals. Questions like these:

·      Do I even know what Jesus did with his life to address the greatest needs he saw? Am I doing much of anything to address the greatest needs around me?  Even to care enough to find out and pray?

·      How did Jesus stand up for those who were being mistreated? How am I?

·      How did Jesus discover the heartbeat of Abba that guided his steps?  How do I?

·      How did Jesus show love and grace to people who didn’t get much love and grace?  Who are those people in our time and place?  How do I show them love and grace?

·      How did Jesus speak truth to power?  How do I?

·      How did Jesus offer his life in service to others?  How do I?

·      How did Jesus place himself in community?  How do I?

·      What additional questions arise for you?

     These questions are penetrating, each one revealing that I may not be the disciple I wish I were.  Yet it doesn’t mean we stop moving forward.  And it doesn’t mean we don’t call out egregious fouls when we see them. It does mean we walk humbly as we learn every day how to follow the Way that leads to life – for ourselves and everyone else.

     Walter Rauschenbusch was a pastor, theologian, and seminary professor who spent his life in service to Christ over 100 years ago.  He and his colleagues were pastoring in and around Hell’s Kitchen in New York City, where horrific working and living conditions were normal for the thousands of immigrants who lived there. There were no child labor laws yet; no hour limits for workdays, no protection for employees in that time ruled by social Darwinism. At the end of the 1800’s, the United States was in its Gilded Age.  While the extremely rich flaunted their affluence, those under their employee starved and suffered.  Rauschenbusch and his colleagues spoke against such things.  The Church was a mixed bag when it came to social justice concerns (as it has always been).  But for his season of time, he and others like him helped move the needle in the direction of the Divine Commonwealth Jesus came to proclaim and nurture.  He himself had encountered Jesus’ Abba, and it forever shaped his heart.  Here is how he describes following the Way of Jesus toward The Blessed Life:

     The main thing is to have God; to live in God; to have God live in us; to think God’s thoughts; to love what God loves and hate what God hates; to realize God’s presence; to feel God’s holiness and to be holy because God is holy; to feel God’s goodness in every blessing of your life and even in its tribulations; to be happy and trustful; to join in the great purposes of God and to be lifted to greatness of vision and faith and hope with God – that is the blessed life. – Walter Rauschenbusch, The Culture of the Spiritual Life, 1897

 

May we find ourselves walking in the same direction, experiencing the same reward.

 

An Adapted Lord’s Prayer:

Our loving, supportive, holy Abba

Who art here and everywhere,

Thy Divine Commonwealth come.

Thy will be done through us.

We are grateful for the gift of food

and work for all to eat their fill.

May we work for a world

where mutual grace and respect abound,

modeled after You.

Strengthen us for the work we’re called to.

Amen. May it be so.

Jesus' Mission: Divine Commonwealth

This week we are taking a look at Jesus’ mission which was founded on his experience of God that led him to address God as Abba – uncontrolling, unconditionally loving “Daddy”.  For many Christians, the mission is simply tell people about Jesus’ death as atonement for sins so that we can get forgiven and eventually be welcomed in heaven.  I believe that grace is central to why Jesus called God Abba.  And I am confident that there is more to Life than flesh and blood, something we will one day experience.  But does this match what Jesus spent most of his time doing?  Was this really his mission?  I submit that it was not.  How do we know what Jesus was about?  We examine his teachings, his lifestyle, and also what his closest disciples did after Jesus left.  The Lord’s Prayer provides major clues as well.  Let’s take a look.

 

Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.  OUR Abba – all humanity’s nurturing, supportive, present, attentive, compassionate, graceful, unconditionally loving, generous, wise, strong, guiding, shaping Creator and sustainer.  We humbly recognize that while you are with us and in us, you are greater than us in every way.  You are the source of life, and the definition of love.  To minimize who You are would be a great error of arrogance.  Biblical narrative: Mary’s Magnificat (Luke 1:46-55 NLT).  Not only does Mary acknowledge who has called her to her role with Jesus, she also declares that God’s Way is sometimes in direct contrast to the way human beings choose.  The beneficiaries of what God is about to do are the poor – they will benefit because the rulers and the rich will be held to account.  The disciples continued to reverse things, welcoming any and all to the fold, all in response to the expansiveness of God.

 

Thy Kingdom Come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.  You deeply love all creation – all people, all creatures, and the planet we call home – and want it all to thrive harmoniously as a commonwealth.  When we do your will toward that end, your dream for us – which is our deepest dream – begins to realize.  Biblical narrative: Sending of the 72 (Luke 10:1-23 NLT).  In this passage, a larger group of Jesus followers were sent with authority into neighboring villages to do what Jesus had been doing.  When their work was welcomed, the Divine Commonwealth was experienced.  Where is wasn’t, it wasn’t.  We work cooperatively with God – we who are agents of Good News as well as those who are recipients of the news.  To say this line of the prayer is to recognize our role in the process – this is not a “God, fix everything without any effort on my part.”  To pray this line is to agree to do the will of God to make the world a better place for everyone, and to protect the world itself as a good steward should. The disciples created new communities where they could learn together and model the Divine Commonwealth wherever they were. They knew it was up to them to spread the word.

 

Give us this day our daily bread.  We look beyond our own plates and long for the day when global hunger is a distant memory – a milestone that your will has been done.  We also recognize that we live one day at a time – daily opportunities to give thanks for the bread, to break bread together, and to share our bread with others.  Biblical narrative: Jesus’ feeding of the 5,000 (Luke 9:12-17 NLT).  When God’s will is done on earth, everyone is fed because everyone shares what they have with others. The disciples followed suit, welcoming any and all to the communion table – a literal meal that welcomed the poorest among them.

 

Forgive us our debts/sins/trespasses as we forgive our debtors/those who have sinned/trespassed against us.  Beyond personal sin, forgive us as humanity for failing to love each other and our home as you have loved us all.  May we be generous with grace toward others, seeking redemption so that we may move forward toward good for all.  Biblical narrative: Zacchaeus (Luke 19:1-10 NLT).  Indebtedness has always been detrimental to the poor, who were often exploited by those in power who controlled wealth.  Zach’s repayment was the evidence of a deeper, realized salvation for those he cheated – so much more than forgiveness of sins, and deeply, practically, relevant to him and those who benefitted.  The new communities founded by the disciples were known for sharing everything they had with each other to make sure nobody went without.  The generosity exhibited relieved significant burden for some who were enslaved to debt that was likely out of their control.

 

Lead us not into temptation. Deliver us from evil. Preserve us through time of troubles which will come as we follow your lead – sometimes because we follow your lead!  Help us get through it by being with us, strengthening us for the journey. Biblical narrative: Jesus’ prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane (Luke 22:39-46 NLT).  Jesus’ prayer was one of honesty and submission.  He didn’t want to suffer if it could be avoided – there may have been very real temptation to alter his course.  Yet he also didn’t want to perpetuate the evil that he came to address – a violent revolt would be expected.  Instead, he chose his nonviolent response, which we’re still talking about today.  To follow Jesus means to do so even – and especially – when it is difficult – trusting the Way to be sourced and supported by the love of God. The disciples knew that to continue Jesus’ mission might also lead to hardship, and perhaps death.  Yet they were sustained by God, evidenced by their singing even while in chains.

 

Jewish people were exhausted by Rome’s rule and wanted them out.  There were no shortage of self-identified messiahs willing to lead a revolt.  Whenever they did, they were generally killed. Jesus came with a different message about the character and nature of God, and with it, a different, nonviolent approach to addressing the religious and political systems of power that were abusing them.  Jesus was pleading for Jewish people not to revolt.  Yet they did.  They were squashed like bugs and Jews were scattered abroad.  In this sense, Jesus failed in his mission because people chose violence over nonviolence.

 

Jesus was successful, however, because his core followers continued to meet together, developing what Jesus taught in community.  These People of the Way were known for being graceful, welcoming, generous people. They were living out the Divine Commonwealth while living in their respective parts of the world.  This is our continued calling today – to choose to be together, developing the Divine Commonwealth among us, and inviting others to join us.  This is the ongoing mission of Jesus working out in our midst today.

Abba

Abba

In this teaching we learn more about Jesus' favorite term for God - Daddy - and wonder why it hasn't stuck. There are historical and very human reasons why we are more familiar with Kingly God, a Judge-Holding-Court, and a an unmoved mover, which have also kept Jesus' term largely unpopular even now. Yet as Jesus followers, should we be following Jesus' lead and letting the term work into our way of being in the world?

Scott Henning

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Laruen Ng, Director of Leadership Empowerment, ABHMS.

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As American Baptist Home Mission Societies’ (ABHMS) director of Leadership Empowerment, the Rev. Lauren L. Ng convenes a team of experts who cultivate faith-based leaders across the United States and Puerto Rico.

 “I have a passion for innovative, alternative and entrepreneurial models of ministry and the emerging leaders who pursue them,” she says.

 It’s invigorating, she says, to recognize potential among people of faith and to walk alongside those who show promise for ministry.

 “I’m most excited about collaborating with emerging faith-based leaders across the nation,” Ng says, “getting to know them, their successes and challenges, and how we might support them in common service to our God.”

 Flexibility, Ng contends, is key to such a ministry.

 “We continually need to be open to fresh ideas and new directions, saying goodbye to things that don’t work,” she maintains. “I endeavor to stay receptive to the movement of the Spirit for the sake of this ministry.”

 Ng has been actively involved in the denomination since her youth. And as a former member of ABHMS’ board of directors, she is no stranger to ABHMS’ ministry.

 Says Ng: “I have witnessed firsthand the organization’s faithfulness to the call to cultivate leaders, equip disciples, and heal and transform communities.”



Matt Real

CrossWalk welcomes back to the stage Matt Real, Manager of Spiritual Care, Kaiser Permanente.

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Matt is currently the Manager of Spiritual Care for Kaiser Permanente in Roseville, CA. Previously, Matt was the Senior Pastor of American Canyon Community Church for over 15 years - a sister church of CrossWalk in the American Baptist family.  Matt and his wife are delighted by their two kids, and love to road trip to National Parks and recently crossed the pond for a family trip to London.



James Warnock

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage James Warnock, Hospital Chaplain (Retired).

Jim is well known in Napa Valley for the loving care he provided as Chaplain at Provident Queen of the Valley hospital here in Napa where he served many years.  He and his wife are also key leaders in the field of suicide prevention, providing training opportunities through workshops focused on providing tools to help people know how to engage others who may be considering taking their own life.

Jennifer Matheny

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Jennifer Matheny, Assistant Professor, Nazarene Theological Seminary.u

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I have taught Biblical and Theological Studies at the undergraduate level for the past 8 years. Two years into this university teaching adventure, God began calling me to return to school for doctoral studies. I often describe this “invitation” similar to the dwarves (Thorin and Company) popping into Bilbo’s home (An Unexpected Party) in The Hobbit. Saying yes to this adventure in doctoral studies has given me the research space to seek interdisciplinary methods and reading strategies for some of the violent and difficult narratives in the Old Testament. From my years of teaching, preaching, and ministry, these difficult texts have been the ones that I have experienced as road blocks for many on their faith journeys. Thinking through ethical reading strategies with others has created welcome paths through some of this difficult terrain. 

Journeying with students as they seek next steps in life and ministry is one of my greatest joys. In the classroom, my hope is to create a safe space for theological dialogue and equip students to engage in the tough questions of the text (and life!). My desire is that this educational experience in seminary will be a transformative and inspiring space of integration in all contexts that students are called to participate in Kingdom work. 

My family has served for over twenty years in ministry, from youth ministry (Kansas, Missouri, California, Oklahoma, Canada) to church planting (Oregon) and church revitalization (California). 

My husband Art and I have two children and we enjoy watching them play sports. Emma (rugby and basketball!), is currently in her undergraduate studies at Westmont College. Samuel, (basketball and soccer!), is in high school.

Kim Ferrario

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Kim Ferrario, Professor, USC School of Education.

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 Dr. Kimberly Ferrario is a Professor at the Rossier School of Education. Currently, Ferrario teaches in the MAT TESOL Program, the MAT Credential Program, and the Organizational Change and Leadership EdD program. 

Her research interests include sociocultural aspects of language and literacy development, assessment, teacher professional development, classroom discourse, writing pedagogy, and ways English learners can move from novice participant to legitimate positions in discourse communities of the classroom. Dr. Ferrario received the UC Linguistic Minority Research Institute Dissertation Research Grant to fund her study that focused on high school English learners’ opportunities to use English in their various school contexts and in their out-of-school lives. Findings from her study build toward a more comprehensive notion of legitimate student participation, and a research agenda that integrates in-school and out-of-school resources to help teachers support their English learners in the classroom.

Ferrario has 20 years combined experience teaching for a school district in the North Bay Area in California at the elementary level, as a reading specialist, and as a literacy coach/coordinator of professional development in language and literacy for K-12 teachers. Prior to joining the USC Rossier School of Education, she taught an academic literacy course for teachers and supervised student teachers in the credential programs for CSU Sacramento and UC Davis. She received her Master’s Degree in Language and Literacy in the School of Education at California State University, Sacramento and completed her Ph.D. in Language, Literacy and Culture at the University of California, Davis.

James Brenneman

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage James Brenneman, President, Berkeley School of Theology

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James E. Brenneman is the president of Berkeley School of Theology, Berkeley, CA, one of the founding seminaries of the Graduate Theological Union. Prior to coming to Berkeley School of Theology in 2017, Jim was the sixteenth president of Goshen College, Goshen, Indiana (2006-2017). Originally from Kalona, Iowa, Jim grew up attending school and church in Ybor City, the Cuban quarter of Tampa, Florida. Jim is an ordained Mennonite minister and was the founding and lead pastor of Pasadena Mennonite Church (Pasadena8, CA) from 1986-2006. He also served on the faculty of the Episcopal Theological School at Claremont for 15 years, where he taught Hebrew Bible. He lived in South Pasadena, CA for 26 years prior to moving to Goshen, Indiana in 2006 , returning to CA in 2017. He and his wife, Terri J. Plank Brenneman, a clinical psychologist, have one son, Quinn Miguel Plank Brenneman. On December 31, 2006, Brenneman was selected by the Elkhart Truth to be one of the "Ten People to Watch in 2007".

Andrew M. Davis

CrossWalk welcomes back to the stage Andrew M. Davis, Program Director, Center for Process Studies.

Andrew M. Davis is a philosopher, theologian and scholar of world religions. He is Program Director for the Center for Process Studies at Claremont School of Theology at Willamette University. A native of northern California, he was born and raised among the towering redwoods of Occidental and the meandering woodlands of Santa Rosa’s Bennett Valley. It was out these natural settings that his passion for the questions of philosophy, theology and religion first emerged. He holds B.A. in Philosophy and Theology, an M.A. in Interreligious Studies, and a Ph.D. in Religion and Process Philosophy from Claremont School of Theology. An educator and advocate of cross-cultural knowledge and religious literacy, his studies have led him to a variety of religious contexts and communities around the world, including India, Israel-Palestine, and Europe. He received the 2013 Award for Excellence in Biblical Studies, the 2017 fellowship with FASPE (Fellowships at Auschwitz for the Study of Professional Ethics) and the 2020 Presidential Award for Academic Excellence. He was recently nominated and elected as a fellow for the International Society of Science and Religion (ISSR). He is a poet, aphorist and author or editor of several books including How I Found God in Everyone and Everywhere: An Anthology of Spiritual Memoirs (2018); Propositions in the Making: Experiments in a Whiteheadian Laboratory (2019); Depths as Yet Unspoken: Whiteheadian Excursions in Mysticism, Multiplicity, and Divinity (2020); Mind, Value, and Cosmos: On the Relational Nature of Ultimacy (2020); Process Cosmology: New Integrations in Science and Philosophy (2021), and Nature In Process: Organic Proposals in Philosophy, Society and Religion (forthcoming, 2022). For more about Andrew’s work and research interests, visit his website at andrewmdavis.info.

Andrew M. Davis

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Andrew M. Davis, Program Director, Center for Process Studies.

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Andrew M. Davis is a philosopher, theologian and scholar of world religions. He is Program Director for the Center for Process Studies at Claremont School of Theology at Willamette University. A native of northern California, he was born and raised among the towering redwoods of Occidental and the meandering woodlands of Santa Rosa’s Bennett Valley. It was out these natural settings that his passion for the questions of philosophy, theology and religion first emerged. He holds B.A. in Philosophy and Theology, an M.A. in Interreligious Studies, and a Ph.D. in Religion and Process Philosophy from Claremont School of Theology. An educator and advocate of cross-cultural knowledge and religious literacy, his studies have led him to a variety of religious contexts and communities around the world, including India, Israel-Palestine, and Europe. He received the 2013 Award for Excellence in Biblical Studies, the 2017 fellowship with FASPE (Fellowships at Auschwitz for the Study of Professional Ethics) and the 2020 Presidential Award for Academic Excellence. He was recently nominated and elected as a fellow for the International Society of Science and Religion (ISSR). He is a poet, aphorist and author or editor of several books including How I Found God in Everyone and Everywhere: An Anthology of Spiritual Memoirs (2018); Propositions in the Making: Experiments in a Whiteheadian Laboratory (2019); Depths as Yet Unspoken: Whiteheadian Excursions in Mysticism, Multiplicity, and Divinity (2020); Mind, Value, and Cosmos: On the Relational Nature of Ultimacy (2020); Process Cosmology: New Integrations in Science and Philosophy (2021), and Nature In Process: Organic Proposals in Philosophy, Society and Religion (forthcoming, 2022). For more about Andrew’s work and research interests, visit his website at andrewmdavis.info.

Audrey Ward

CrossWalk welcomes back to the stage Audrey Ward, Author, Pastor (Retired)

Audrey Ward has served as an elder in United Methodist Churches of the California Nevada Conference for thirty years and served as the Pastor of the Saint Helena congregation in the Napa Valley for many years before retiring.. Her column, ''Regarding Children'' has appeared regularly in local as well as national papers.



Audrey Ward

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Audrey Ward, Author, Pastor (Retired).

Watch the teaching on CrossWalk’s YouTube channeld as an elder in United Methodist Churches of the California Nevada Conference for thirty years and served as the Pastor of the Saint Helena congregation in the Napa Valley for many years before retiring.. Her column, ''Regarding Children'' has appeared regularly in local as well as national papers.



Rabbi Niles Goldstein

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Rabbi Niles Goldstein, Congregation Beth Shalom.

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Rabbi Niles Goldstein is the spiritual leader of Congregation Beth Shalom of Napa Valley. Rabbi Goldstein, an experienced and dynamic Reform rabbi and educator, is also the award-winning author or editor of ten books, including Gonzo Judaism and God at the Edge. He was the founding rabbi of The New Shul, an innovative and independent synagogue in Manhattan's Greenwich Village, which he served for over a decade. Prior to his arrival at CBS Napa in 2017, Rabbi Goldstein worked in a variety of congregational, interfaith and academic settings while based in his native Chicago.



Will Nesbitt

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Will Nesbitt, MFT, Program Director, Mentis (Annual Meeting)

Will Nesbitt, LMFT, is responsible for oversight, management, and implementation of agency clinical programs in the areas of housing, school based, and therapy (both office and community based). Mr. Nesbitt has been with Mentis since 2019 working in the Satellite Housing Program and Permanent Housing Program and worked as a mental health therapist for students in the Boys & Girls Club in St. Helena and Calistoga. He was the area director for a faith-based non-profit for 7 years prior to working with Mentis. Mr. Nesbitt holds a Master’s Degree in Marriage and Family Therapy from Western Seminary. He has worked with a broad range of populations from adolescents to adults with mental health needs ranging from mild to severe. When Will is not working he is spending time with his wife and son, exercising, and training jiu-jitsu.



Wakoh Shannon Hickey

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Wakoh Shannon Hickey, Author, Scholar, Chaplain, Zen Priest

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Wakoh Shannon Hickey is an independent scholar specializing in American religious history, with particular interest in minority traditions and women leaders; Buddhism in East Asia and the West; religion and medicine; and interfaith engagement. She is also a priest of Soto Zen Buddhism and a professional chaplain with experience in hospital, university, hospice, and prison contexts. Her 2019 book "Mind Cure: How Meditation Became Medicine" is a religious history of mind-body medicine.



Douglas Avilesbernal

CrossWalk welcomes to the stage Douglas Avilesbernal, Executive Minister, Evergreen

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Doug has been the Executive Minister for the Evergreen Baptist Association of the American Baptist Churches since 2018, a unique model for churches in our denomiation and any denomination.  When CrossWalk was encouraged to withdraw from our previous region due to our inclusivity, Evergreen and Doug welcomed us with open arms.  He has been involved with intercultural and diversity work for over 20 years. He has been actively involved with American Baptist Churches USA’s work in this regard since 1999, beginning with a program called the Xtreme Team, which sought to immerse young adults in different cultures around the world for one month at a time, allowing them to live alongside Christians different from themselves and to learn what their world was about. That work led to a continued focus for him within the American Baptist Churches denomination around the issue of intercultural engagement. Among other assignments, Avilesbernal has led annual conferences for Missionary Children for American Baptist International Ministries, where issues pertaining to life in diversity are lived out in many different contexts.



In Rhythm: Living the Way of Jesus

In this teaching, we take a brief look at a post-Easter interaction between Jesus and the disciples, and then launch into unpacking two we manifest the life that belief affords. Jesus breathes on them, telling them to receive the Holy Spirit. A question: was there any less Holy Spirit in the room or in the disciples’ lungs before Jesus breathed on them? Of course not. What changed? Jesus’ words woke them up to the reality of the indwelling Spirit. Jesus then went on to say that whoever they forgave were forgiven, and whoever they didn’t weren't. Another question: do we really have the power to control God’s grace - do our words cancel it out? Of course not. How we speak, however, carries great weight, and can keep people from knowing just how unconditional God’s grace is.

Thomas missed the opening scene and said he wouldn’t believe it unless he could prove it with his own senses. Jesus showed up again and invited Thomas to do just that! Thomas was a bit embarrassed, no doubt! Jesus then said that those who believe without seeing are blessed. I think Jesus is reminding us here that belief limited to that which we can “prove” by our senses is limiting. Sorry, Missourans…

Finally, the writer seems to wrap up the book (a chapter early) noting that the Gospel of John was written to that by believing we would have life through the power of the name of Jesus. How do we do that, exactly?

The Gospel of John is organized differently than the other Gospels. It is organized by themes and theology more than chronology. CrossWalk’s stated beliefs revolve around the movements of John’s Gospel. The following offer those belief statement in brevity, as well as what we might do with them personally and corporately.

Every Step: We Choose to Live the Way of Jesus.  If there is one word that describes Jesus and the Way of life he modeled, that word is love.  Love of God.  Love for all of creation.  We dedicate ourselves to Jesus’ Way of love, freely committing to follow his lead.  We choose to see God, biblical texts, ourselves, and the world through Jesus’ example.  This covenant leads to great personal and global hope, and also leads us to flip the tables of the status quo wherever destructive beliefs and systems exist.  This pursuit seeks the renewal of all things, resurrecting life from expressions of death.  We celebrate this free choice, and lovingly encourage others to consider the same new way of life we embrace.   What follows is what this covenant of staying in rhythm looks like…  John 1-2

We stretch.  To pursue a relationship with God is a choice to be continually stretched to new ways of thinking and being. When Jesus was with Nicodemus, John the Baptist, and the Samaritan woman at the well, he stretched their thinking with love and respect, even though it required them to let go of the familiar.  Therefore, we choose to stretch as God grows in us, and we lovingly help others stretch toward God as God works through us.  John 3-4

Personal Goal: Develop a rhythm of life-long learning to develop your faith.

Attend church!  There are multiple benefits of simply attending a church service, being stretched in your understanding is one of them. Add an exercise to help you reflect on your experience: what seemed to stick? Why? What am I invited to do in response?

Podcasts, books, audio books, magazines etc. There are a lot of very accessible resources available to us today.  If you need help knowing where to start, ask for help.

Seminars, conferences, retreats. These offerings – live or virtual – can serve to turbo-charge your faith development or act as a reboot to get you on track.

Theobabbling.  Have conversation with someone else on the journey and discover what they are learning and share what you are learning.

Church Goal: We will continually offer opportunities for people to grow in their relationship with God through Sunday teachings and a variety of learning opportunities apart form Sunday.  We will strive to see 70% of active CrossWalkers engaged in some form of learning opportunity.

We kneel.  Jesus served humbly without discrimination.  He served enemies of the state, touched untouchables, healed those who were broken, and fed those who were hungry.  Therefore, we choose to share God’s love by kneeling to serve as Jesus modeled, bringing healing to our world.  John 5-7

  • Personal Goal: Develop a rhythm of service to others. You’ll likely discover that you benefit far more than the people you serve – and it’s not because you’re lousy at service!

    • Attend church! There are always ways to serve through the church.  Some ways require training or specific skills, others don’t.  We always need more help with something!

    • Organized service. Find an organization that appeals to your passion or one that you like and help!

    • Lifestyle service. Some acts of service just show up throughout your daily life – your neighbor needs help with some, or a co-worker, or simple, random acts of kindness.

  • Church Goal: Continue offering our campus in the service of others in ways that are aligned with Christ.  We strive to have 70% of regular attenders serve in some capacity over the course of a year.

We grace.  Jesus was famous for lavishly extending grace to everyone, but especially to those who were feeling condemned. Be it an adulterous woman caught in the act, or a blind man convinced that he was beyond grace, Jesus acted with and spoke grace into their lives to free them from condemnation in all its forms.  Therefore, we choose to lift those who experience shame, to love instead of judge. We choose to do this on an individual level as well as corporately, speaking into larger cultural issues where injustice, inequality and inequity need to be addressed.  John 8-9

  • Personal Goal: Develop a rhythm of maintaining awareness about who are our mistreated, neglected, or unheard/unseen neighbors who need help gaining equality and equity.

    • Attend church! CrossWalk consistently reminds us that part of living the Way of Jesus is to stand with and for those who are experience mistreatment.

    • Stay curios. Embrace ignorance and bias as normative.  We are all conditioned to see the world in a particular way.  What might we be missing by rejecting other perspectives? Research broadly!

    • Lend your voice, hands, feet, and resources.  People often get mistreated because they lack the power to challenge the people or policies that allow it.  Your action is powerful.

    • Stand together. Get involved with groups that allow you to have a collective voice to influence change.  CrossWalk is involved with Common Ground, and there are many organizations that you may be passionate about that could use your help.

  • Church Goal: Corporately stand for and with those who are being judged in our community in some public way that is readily identifiable.  See people who have been left out of grace find grace through a CrossWalk ministry, identified by their feedback.

We incarnate.  God’s love was perhaps most profoundly expressed in the incarnation when God entered the full human experience with us in the person of Jesus.  He loved deeply by being intimately present with people in their grief, joy, shame, pain, filth, denial, and even their betrayal.  Therefore, we choose to welcome God into our darkest corners, and as those who are being indwelled by God’s Spirit, we choose to live deeply with people in the same intimate places Jesus chose to dwell.  John 10-13

  • Personal Goal: Develop a rhythm of engaging deeper community where “real life” is lived.

    • Attend church! Part of the benefit of attending a service on campus is that you are around others who resonate with CrossWalk’s approach.  That Sunday greeting may turn into a friendship.

    • Attend a group. Deep community requires time to develop.  Get involved in a group to see and be seen, to listen and to be heard. We need each other!

    • Start a group.  If a group doesn’t exist that scratches your itch, maybe you need to start one!

  • Church Goal: See 70% of our people self-identify as having walked in deeper community in response to their faith.

We connect.  Jesus’ Way kept him connected to the heartbeat of God.  Jesus fostered an intimate, personal relationship with God by practicing a variety of disciplines (solitude, prayer; gathering for worship, service, and community life) that allowed God’s presence to guide and direct his steps.  Therefore, we choose to be so connected that the image of God is clearly reflected in our thoughts, passion, and mission.  John 14-17

  • Personal Goal. Develop a rhythm of habits that help keep you centered and connected to God.

    • Attend church! Yet another benefit of attending a service is that connecting to God is primary.

    • Daily meditation. Spend 10-30 minutes daily to focus your attention on God and walking in the Way of Jesus, connected to the Spirit, led by the Spirit, responsive to the Spirit.

    • “Date Night”. Carve out a couple of hours each week to keep your faith relationship vital. Saunter your way through a trail, spend extended time in contemplation, deep dive into music that connects you to Spirit, engage an activity that focuses on love, create something, etc.

    • Retreat. Periodically, make room for a retreat for a spiritual day, weekend, week, etc.

  • Church Goal: See 70% of regular attenders intentionally connecting with God.

The Cumulative Result: We Resurrect.  Jesus’ resurrection demonstrates God’s power over death, and the possibility for new life now.  After denying knowing Jesus three times, Peter experienced resurrection as the darkness of his shame and fear gave way to new life when he was reinstated in his ministry.  Therefore, we choose to allow God’s power to bring new life wherever darkness resides, and we encourage others to do the same.  On a grand scale, this is the end goal of everything we do, the result of the Way of God being honored in this life toward the hope that lies ahead. John 18-21

  • Personal Goal: Develop a rhythm of reflection to help foster and record our journey of life in the Way. 

    • Attend church! Coming together weekly will serve as a booster shot for staying the course, and the elements of the service foster the renewing work of the Spirit in our lives and help you celebrate!

    • Frequent Examen. Daily or weekly, spend time reflecting/writing about how your experience living the Way of Jesus has gone.  This simple act has remarkable power in helping stay on track and see growth as it comes.

    • Celebrate. When you recognize your growth, mark the moment!  God is at work in your life!

  • Church Goal: See 70% of regular attenders identify an area in their life that has experienced resurrection, as well as issues/situations in our community.